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MONSTER

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CHARACTER NAME

Okkotsu Yuta

CIVILIAN NAME

Sugawara Fuji

TEAM

Revelation

HOUSING NUMBER

012

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Comments

@VESSEL

[eyescar]

hey senpai
i'm sorry.

[copy]

what for?
you have nothing to apologize for, itadori-kun.

[eyescar]

you know why, senpai

[copy]

you weren't wrong though.

[eyescar]

that doesn't make it okay

[copy]

it's alright, itadori-kun. really.
i'm the one who hurt you and you have nothing you need to feel sorry for.

[eyescar]

you're not the only one, though
and you did what you thought was best

[copy]

still, i'm the one to blame and maki wasn't wrong.
if i had just planned better, it all could have been avoided.
i am truly sorry.

[eyescar]

i know why you didn't tell me, too.
it's not the kind of thing i would accept.

[copy]

as you shouldn't.
i know i wouldn't have if someone else were to do what i did.
out of everyone, i think you're the only one who cares about gojo-sensei the way i do.

[eyescar]

i think we're more alike than i thought
we both did some pretty bad stuff in the end, didn't we?

[copy]

well, we did join jujutsu tech under very similar circumstances.
and yes, we did do some really bad things. i guess that couldn't really be avoided when dealing with someone like sukuna no matter what.

[eyescar]

yeah. i had to accept that, but it was hard.
i said i would do anything to beat him, and i did. it was the same for you.

[copy]

we did what we thought we had to.
all we can do now is live with those choices.

[ ... ]

it's painful, isn't it?

[eyescar]

i didn't expect to live, senpai.
i'm still trying to figure out what to do.

[copy]

truthfully, neither did i.

[ Not something he might have normally admitted and burdened his kouhai with, but his classmates aren't here and Yuji is the only one who was there and will understand. So, a tentative offer: ]

let's try to figure it out together?

[eyescar]

[ They're in the same boat... This is hard, isn't it? Trying to adjust after the trauma he has been through in the few months of being a sorcerer... ]

yeah.
that sounds like a good idea.

[copy]

[ Yuta might have a year on Yuji when it comes to being a sorcerer, but really, no amount of time could have ever prepared them for any of this. How are they even supposed to begin coping? Yuta sure has been doing it pretty poorly for the most part. ]

then let's rely on each other.
maybe that doesn't necessarily make it any easier either, but i find that not being alone always helps at least a little.

[eyescar]

right. i can do that.
we should try and hang out, then? once a week?

[copy]

sure! i'd like that a lot.
of course i'm always available whenever you might need me or want me around, but setting aside a set time is a good idea.

[eyescar]

right. let's do dinner once a week!

[copy]

alright, that's perfect!
then i have an excuse to practice cooking a little more too. (˶◜ᵕ◝˶)